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I wrote this article because some people had asked about why I spend time on projects such as the CD
recordings and web site. But first of all, let me say that our church had an excellent bible study last night. I always enjoy when we get together to
study the Word and to learn. I have said, and will say it again, (probably too much, as Becky would point out!),
that I enjoy being a member of our church because I feel that most everyone there is coming there to worship and get
close to God - - that we are not "playing Church". I am not concerned about numbers one whit, for numbers sake, - - if we fill
the pews with lukewarm Christians then we have accomplished nothing good. I would rather have 20 committed Christians
than 200 lukewarm bodies. However, given the choice, I would rather have 200 committed Christians than 20!!!!!
The Lord has been laying a couple things on my heart quite heavily in the past few weeks, and I thank him for that. I don't
always quite understand what I'm supposed to do, but a couple truths, to me, are coming clearer.
One - There is a whole group of people out there who cannot come to church, who are bedridden or disabled to the point
where going to church isn't an option. Or those to whom distance makes it impossible for them to
attend our church and they are having trouble finding a good true church in their area.
I am feeling a tremendous responsibility to do something about getting the Word
to those folks. A lot of what I am doing now is starting to be directed at that purpose. It probably won't raise our
attendance board one number, but who am I to say, Maybe it will? But I consider this a Missionary Work, I'm just not having
to go out of the country to perform it. This is the main reason I am working on and with different methods of getting the Word
out. These methods include Recording Sermons, putting them on CD's or cassette, MP3's on the web site, or even Radio. The work
on the website is important - it is a portal to people I will never see. The recording of the sermons will let people here
them who would otherwise never get the chance. Make no mistake, in my mind it is an important ministry tool - not necessarily
for the benefit of the people who are able to come to our church every Sunday, but specifically for those who cannot.
The Lord is leading me in this direction and I thank God for showing me a direction, and I pray he gives me the
strength and wisdom to follow.
Two - Time, and the proper use of it - - Anything that fills up your life to the
point that it is interfering with your relationship with God is wrong, no doubt about it. But I have noticed this in
myself. I have found so far that it is not the things I am doing to promote God's Word that is eating up my
time, it is the things I do that have to do with the flesh. It is not the time I spend working on Web Sites,
or the time I spend
recording and producing the sermon Cds' that uses up all my time. It is not the time I spend studying God's Word with
friends and students at school that makes me feel there aren't enough hours in the day. I don't feel rushed during the day
because I took that time at the beginning, and throughout the day, to talk with God. My day doesn't seem crammed full
simply because I have committed to reading the Bible at least 1/2 hour each day. It isn't the 45 hours a day I spend at work
at the college that interferes with my spiritual life. It isn't even the class load or homework load of being a full-time student
at the college that steals the time away from God. I can do all that and still spend quality time with my children. The biggest
truth I have discovered about time is this : It's not the time I spend doing God's work that overloads me, it is the time
I spend following the flesh. It's the time I spend surfing the internet, or playing the latest game of Command and Conquer.
It's the time I spend watching the Simpson's on TV, or perhaps a basketball ball game. It's that extra hour I spend in bed
after I've already woke up, just because it feels good and warm under the covers. Folks, I have found I have more hours than
I thought, but only when I cut out the wasted time. There are only 2 things I feel I MUST do each day, and I have
committed to doing them - 1) Talking with God, asking him for strength and energy and guidance. 2) Reading his Word (because
He's already answered most of my questions, in fact He wrote the answers down for me so I could read them!!!!)
Sometimes I do feel I'm running out of hours, but every time I do, God shows me something non-productive I can cut out
of my day. God is perfecting me, cutting out the junk in my life, and I thank him for it. And
when it really starts to feeling like it's too much - I pray to God and I thank him that he gave me a day of rest, a day to
be able to put aside all the other stuff and just come and praise him, worship him, and hear his Word. God, in his infinite
wisdom, knew we needed that day and set it aside for us - And I thank God for it! Thank you Jesus for changing my life.
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